The Mother-in-Law Con
Oh, wise and all-knowing Amalah, I am in the quandary of all quandaries, a veritable no-win situation, a rhymes-with-clustersnuck circle of hell. You talked about mothers-in-law before but this is a whole new ballgame.
My husband’s mother is not your typical parent. Her relationship with him is strained at best. She is unpredictable, to put it nicely. If he doesn’t do what she wants, when she wants it (think middle of the night calls for emergencies like wanting ice cream at the most benign, and attempts to inform him and solicit his help with her intent to commit a crime at worst), she uses guilt to try to get her way, preying on his sense of duty to family… and he has a very hard time setting boundaries. In the last few years he has set some, but only when she was forcing him to, and he always does it by refusing to talk to her because he hates confrontation. This means that her being around for any real length of time makes him upset and angry, but he won’t confront HER, so he represses until it spills over into anger at… well, usually me.
But still, she’s his mother and he loves her.
Until recently, she’s lived far away but came home for a visit last summer. Her intention was to stay with us for a week or two, visit with our 2 year old son and head home. Unfortunately, she had some… less than legal dealings that came to light and can no longer travel freely. Which, you know, I was raised to believe that actions have consequences but his family is more about bailing out at all cost in the name of “family” .
Six months later, she still has no job or place of her own and spends most of her time scheming about how to get back to her old life.
At first, she stayed with us. By the second month, our marriage fell apart (not all her fault as there were and are other issues but having her here, making him on edge and dividing us by disregarding house rules and COMMON SENSE SAFETY RULES with the excuse that “He said it was okay” didn’t help). She left to stay with other family. He left and wanted a divorce. He very nearly got it. Eventually, we reconciled but things aren’t perfect, obviously. Damage was done. We’ve also had a horrific year financially, so, yeah, just about all topped up on shit to worry about over here, why don’t you try next door.
Anyway, the family she was staying with finally had enough of her continued involvement in criminal behavior and has asked her to leave. I should say that this behavior is not drugs or firearms or anything that would be an IMMEDIATE danger to our son, except I worry about the people she with whom she associates, albeit mainly long distance via phone and text.
Husband hates that she does these things and has admitted that he does not want her here but also doesn’t want her to have nowhere to go, so he thinks we should let her come here to stay. For an undetermined amount of time. But don’t worry, because he will set rules! Like, uh, no using our phone to call your shady associates! And no wandering the house at all hours! And sure, she’s never respected his authority before but maybe this time…
I… I hate to be this kind of wife but I put my foot down. No.
Because our relationship will not survive it.
Because no rules we could set would be followed and then what? If he can’t say no to her coming, he can’t stand up to her and throw her out.
Because if I thought it would change or help her, I’d still consider it even at the risk to our marriage but I honestly believe that this is the equivalent of driving an alcoholic to a bar.
The ideal situation would be him agreeing that those points are true, seeing that she’s hurting everyone, including herself, and realizing that no, it will not be different this time or any other time until we stop letting this be okay. But although he’s right with me on the first two parts, he just isn’t ready to accept the third. And because my family is not perfect, I know that’s something that he has to come around to on his own.
And I swear that, contrary to popular belief, I don’t really dislike HER, I just hate what she does to my husband and his good intentioned family. So, I said no. Well, technically I said that I was not okay with it due to the above reasons and that although I wouldn’t stop him if he felt that he had to let her come, I thought it was a bad decision for everyone. Essentially, I refused to give my consent, which, to him, is making the decision for him.
But now I’m afraid that he’s going to resent me for basically refusing to “help” his mom when she needs it.
So, am I being too harsh? Would another chance do anything but ruin us? Is our marriage doomed either way? Am I making it worse by taking the decision away from him?
OH GOOD LORD WHERE TO EVEN START.
Well, first and foremost: What a freaking mess, and I am so, so sorry that your little family is having to bear so much crap all at once. I’m sorry you’re being forced into being the sole voice of reason and being vilified for it by people who have mistaken enabling for loyalty.
Even though you specifically mentioned that your mother-in-law’s troubles don’t stem from drugs, there’s CLASSIC signs of addiction all over the place here, or at least, the effect her behavior is having on your husband is eerily similar to what an adult child of alcoholic or drug addict might see. Namely, to continue to enable his parent and seek to protect and preserve a toxic relationship at any cost…including his marriage, home, security, etc. Because make no mistake, that’s what he’s doing here.
Here’s a couple bullet-point characteristics from Adult Children of Alcoholics that tend to also apply to adult children from other dysfunctional homes (like parents who are compulsive gamblers, liars, narcissists, etc.):
ADULT CHILDREN ARE EXTREMELY LOYAL, EVEN IN THE FACE OF EVIDENCE THAT THE LOYALTY IS UNDESERVED: The alcoholic home appears to be a very loyal place. Family members hang in long after reasons dictate that they should leave. The so-called “loyalty” is more the result of fear and insecurity than anything else, nevertheless, the behaviour that is modeled is one where no one walks away just because the going gets rough. This sense enables the adult child to remain in involvements that are better dissolved.
ADULT CHILDREN ARE IMPULSIVE: They tend to lock themselves into a course of action without giving serious consideration to alternative behaviours or possible consequences. This impulsivity leads to confusion, self-loathing, and loss of control over their environment. In addition, they spend an excessive amount of energy cleaning up the mess.
The list goes on and on…I wonder how many other characteristics you or your husband might recognize. I bring this up mostly because while I can absolutely sit here and say that I’m in your corner and support your decision to NOT let your mother-in-law back in your home, and that I agree with your point of view that as long as your MIL has family willing to act as a safety net no matter how many times she shreds them up and keeps on repeating her bad habits (which of COURSE she will, again and again), she’ll never hit bottom and take responsibility for her actions…your husband may be dealing with some really, really deep-rooted issues from his childhood and will probably need more help/support/advice than “I wrote an online advice columnist and she agrees that we shouldn’t let your mother live with us again.” Your fear that he will resent you is not unfounded, even if it is unfair, at least to those of us listening to this saga from safe ground.
First, you guys should probably be in couples’ counseling, if you aren’t already. I know you mentioned going through the ringer financially this year and I know insurance will rarely cover family/marriage counseling, but trust me: A divorce will likely cost a hell of a lot more than a few sessions with an impartial third party to listen to the MIL saga (and the other, not-directly-related problems you mentioned). Skip Christmas gifts, find a therapist with a sliding scale fee or payment program, call local universities with counseling majors and see if graduate students will see couples, whatever. I don’t think your marriage is doomed, but anything worth fighting for is also usually worth the price of some reinforcements.
And your husband should seek out an Al-Anon chapter, or some other similar “adult children of…” program. And no, your parents do NOT need to simply be “classic” alcoholics to attend Al-Anon. The program is designed to help anyone who is dealing with wounds from selfish, unstable parents — gambling, drugs, pathological lying, compulsive crimes/cons/what-have-you, etc. Browse around the bookstore’s self-help section and if you see a book with a checklist that describes your husband, show it to him and ask him to consider reading it, please.
Of course he loves his mother. But if she really loved him, she’d have recognized the impact her behavior has on him, his marriage, his CHILD a long time ago. She hasn’t, and she probably won’t, so long as he keeps putting his loyalty to her above his loyalty to you, your son and others because he still feels like he has an obligation to be the grown-up of their relationship. This is a really awful, painful truth to confront, which is why programs like Al-Anon exist to help people through the confrontation/realization/healing process.
It sounds like your mother-in-law will figure out someone else to con into enabling her while she “gets back on her feet.” I have no doubt that your husband’s concerns are coming from a good, kind place: I need to take care of her or else she’ll end up with those shady associates and get in even more trouble. That might be true, but it’s also not his job, responsibility or obligation. A better option might be presenting her with numbers to various social services and support groups that might help her secure a place to live or job and a path to staying out of trouble…and an ultimatum that until she can prove that she can stay 100% out of trouble and take full responsibility for her actions, she is simply not going to use your home as a soft fluffy place to land if/when she crashes and burns. Again.
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